I’ve figured it out.
I suffer from emetophobia. I never knew there was a name. All of this applies to me, well, except the mentally disabled part. But it used to be a huge part of why I never wanted to be pregnant ever in my life (it’s still a slight part of the reason…), and it’s why I hardly eat. I obsess over cleanliness and controlling what I eat to prevent all possibility of throwing up. And I used to be so terrified about going out to eat! I would avoid going to restaurants with my parents in any way that I could. And I’m really particular about the fast food that I eat now. It’s crazy that this actually has a name, and the fact that there’s a wiki article about the same shit that I feel, incredible. It makes sense now where my OCD comes from.
I’m clearly not alone.
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