What a whirlwind weekend.  I can’t believe it’s already over.  I’m so thankful Kyle came up.  After everything that had been going on this week, it was what we needed.  It was a breath of fresh air in the middle of all of this stress.  It happened so fast, it’s hard to believe he was just here.  At the same time though, I don’t want to walk back to my room.  I’ll be alone.  It’s always the hardest right after we leave.  I’m sitting in mock trial practice, and I’m thankful I’m with people.  It’s keeping me from crying like what usually happens.  But as soon as I walk back I’m going to cry.  I know it.  I have so much to do still too..  I have all of my ochem homework and I have to study for my midterm on Tuesday as well.  This weekend was worth it though!  So worth it.  I feel closer.  I think our relationship is stronger.  Less than three weeks!  I can handle that.  This weekend coming up is the Fresno competition, then the weekend after will be studying for my last ochem midterm, and then Kyle will be here again.  I can do it.  I just wish I had a giant fast-forward button so I could be in the future and we could be happy and live together and everything would be just wonderful.  But I just have to be patient.  I can do it.